Bumble

My last long term relationship ended in August.  I have dated a bit since then but looking back I think it was more for companionship than a serious relationship.  My last relationship was from 2006 to 2017 and so much has changed since then!  There is Match, Bumble, Tinder, Plenty of Fish and on and on….

So I figured it was time to get started.  I downloaded the Bumble app yesterday.  So far its been fun flipping through or should I say swiping through different profiles.  I’m not sure exactly what to expect but I think it will be fun to get to know new people and I think I will also learn more about myself, about knowing what I do and don’t want in a partner.  I enjoy being in a relationship and I really miss that.  After my last relationship I wanted to give myself time to get over the hurt of that one ending and not immediately latching onto a new person.  But I was fearful that if I waited too long I would never get back out there.

Any suggestions?  Certain things to avoid in my profile?  Anyone find the love of their life online?!

Love – E

Mother’s Day

Mother’s Day is a tough day for me.  My Mom has made some decisions in the last decade that has severed our relationship.  I have been very good at blocking out all thoughts of her because it is painful.  However all the Mothers Day ads remind me of what i am missing.  I think this has made me more compassionate for others that grew up in a single family home.  I was fortunate enough to have a close strong relationship with my Mom for the first 20 or so years of my life.  I will focus on those memories and continue to pray that we may have them again in the future.  But I can say that I am happy that Mothers Day is over!

 

Life

Hey hey!!  Finally went back to the gym today after taking Wednesday, Thursday and Friday off because I wasn’t feeling too great.  Stomach bug and complete exhaustion.  But I was able to have a few glasses of wine last night so I figured it was time to get my ass back to the gym!  I did the workout below using 65lbs.  It was tough after being sick!  Or maybe it was just tough.

Every 5 minutes for 5 rounds:

200m run

6-4-2

Cleans

Front Squats

Over the Bar Burpees

Going out with friends from the gym tonight.  I am so sick of my clothes and want to find something cute to wear.  However at the moment I am eating an enormous bowl of rainbow sherbet.  That should totally help before I go clothes shopping.  Oh well!

Saw something on Facebook last night that really upset me.  It was a picture of one of my good girlfriends and her husband at dinner with my ex-boyfriend.  Over the years they became friends but they were my friends first.  Am I being childish?!  When I type it out it sounds petty but it hurt.

Ok I am off to look for a cute outfit for tonight!

Five for Friday

I love Friday!  Even though I have my own business and can make my own hours and often work weekends I still love the feel of Friday.  Its like the last day of school before summer…okay maybe not that exciting but close.

  1.  I am excited to see a friend tomorrow that I met at my gym, Iron Tribe.  She moved away to take pursue a Nutrition Degree but tomorrow we get to reconnect!
  2. Its been absolutely beautiful here!  Low 70s and crystal blue sky.
  3.  A friend invited me over for dinner and made this awesome Smoky Bacon Chili from PaleOMG.  It was super good!
  4. I am obsessed with the Gilmore Girls…I know the show came out about 15 years ago but for some reason I am loving it now.  I love that I can put it on and do other things around the house, I don’t have to actually sit and watch.  I have about 1 more season to go, then I am going to be CRUSHED!  Did they come out with a newer version?  I thought I heard that.  I hope it doesn’t suck.
  5. I started The Guernsey Literary and Potato Peel Society yesterday.  Its another book that has gotten rave reviews.  I’ll let you know my thoughts!

HAVE A FABULOUS FRIDAY!!!!!

Home Sick

I am sick.  I think I am sick of life.  I feel like I am in a rut.  I need something to be excited about.  I just feel blah.  I started this blog today because it was something that excited me. I love the Abraham Hicks quote, “If you’re not excited about it, it’s not the right path”  And I’m trying to follow that.  Life is too short just to go through the motions.  But I don’t know what changes to take.  I am 33, own a business and got out of a 10 year relationship last year.  I am fairly free.  I don’t have a husband or kids tying me down and my business is flexible.  Do I let my leased apartment go and travel?  Do I join an online dating site and look for my soul mate?  Do I foster kids that need me?  Or do I just wait for this fever and sickness to pass and go back to the status quo?  I have been overeating and over-drinking, signs to me that things aren’t right with my life.  I am looking for fulfillment.  Trip to Africa?  Sell my possessions and live out of my car?  Not sure what to do or where to look for what I am searching for.

My Review of Bittersweet by Miranda Beverly-Whittemore

I have seen this book all over Goodreads and To Read List for years and I think I’ve even checked it out of the library a few times but never actually read it til now.  And I am very happy that I finally did!  The book follows two very different college roommates Genevera (Ev) and Mabel.  Ev is from a very wealthy family.  The two girls spend the summer at Ev’s family summer camp and unravel many family secrets.  Kind of reminded me of the Kennedys or some fancy rich family with a summer compound.  I’m glad I finally read this.  I gave it 4 out of 5 stars on Goodreads and I’m a standard 3 out of 5 rater.

 

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