Last night I was supposed to have my second Tinder date. But I bailed. I thought I would be excited but I was stressing about it. We were planning to go grab drinks and watch the sunset. It sounded nice:(
How am I supposed to find a new relationship if I won’t try dating? Its like saying I want to lose weight but not willing to work out or eat well! Doesn’t make any sense! I wish dates could be at the beginning of the day, then I wouldn’t have the entire day to stress about it or try to get out of it. All of my prior relationships just happened, we either met at school or through friends. Actual dating is hard work! I want to view it as a fun experience but need to work on that!
I’m still on the App and messaging back and forth with a few guys so hopefully actual Date #2 will happen soon. This time I will go!