Today has been a weird day! Usually I love Mondays and jump out of bed to get started – but not today. I am trying to be patient with myself and not push or force myself to be productive. Luckily today is a very flexible work day and I can do this. I have been listening to a lot of Abraham Hicks lately, especially around the topic of productivity and feeling worthy. I am trying to fix my thinking that I have to be productive at all times. I struggle with this because I beat myself up if I am lazy. HELP! Does anyone else struggle with this? If you just do whatever you feel like whenever you feel like it, how will you ever get things accomplished? I know when I am able to surrender and go with the flow things happen faster and easier, but getting into that mindset is where I struggle. It has to do with proving myself and not thinking I am enough or good enough the way I am. All my life I have pushed myself to be better – so it is hard to accept myself.
My fiance is much better at relaxing and feeling worthy. I watch him and am sometimes envious! But I am learning from him. You are enough just as you are – he tells me that all the time. I just need to remember it more often.
I know I am rambling but just wanted to share these thoughts. If anyone has any tips or ideas I’m all ears!