Feeling Blah

The world is crazy right now.  Covid-19 pandemic, Riots, Protests…Its NUTS!  I am feeling a lot of tension in the air and everything feels very heavy.  It feels like the country is divided and everyone is choosing sides.  People are very easily angered.  When Covid first got serious I thought it was something that would unite us as a country and world.  The terrorist attacks on September 11, 2001 were horrific but I felt like our country pulled together then and became stronger.  That is not the case today.  The protests and riots regarding race in our country are another huge dividing situation.  The election is in 5 months and I fear that will only make things worse.

My fiance and I have been bickering and arguing.  Is it because everything is so crazy right now?  Or is there a bigger problem?  We will be talking soon and hopefully clearing up a few things.  I need to be open with my thoughts and feelings.  Its something I am working on.  I can say that I am mad but its hard for me to say I’m hurt or scared.  I have been very hard on him recently, being rude to him instead of addressing things properly.  I know this hurts him and the last thing I want to do is hurt him – he is the kindest soul.

I hope you are having a better day than I am!  I am going to head out for a long walk and turn my attitude around!

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